Confirmed it.

I've got h1n1.

I was quite scared at first at the doctor,

but comparing myself with others who have very severe illness,

mine is quite mild.

But

my case is more severe because i was only confirmed on the 3rd day of my fever by a 2nd doc that i got h1n1.

I didn't want to tell loads of people in school.

I only told joash and yvonne.

But BOOM, my teacher announced to the whole class.

and i'm the first case in ajc :(

ah well, pray to God and start mugging this 6 days :)

I guess telling people about this on my blog is no big deal because nobody reads it anyway.

Ah.....

Oh....

Back to youtube-ing.

Anyway, if anyone knows of a good site for watching movies.
TELL ME ASAP.

AND TALK TO ME WHEN YOU SEE ME ONLINE.

this is getting boring

The feeling of being sick is horrible.

The thought of people falling sick all at the same time is scary.

I really want to go to school.. But with all the coughing and body aches, you're rather unsure of whether to go to school..

Yes i'll miss up on curriculum.

That's not exactly what i need given my standard now.

I miss my friends. Staying at home is not the most ideal thing..

But but but... I don't think that i should be in school when i'm coughing my guts out every 5 mins.

Everyone will stare at me like some madman given the circumstances now.

Dilemma

June holidays is over.
And i start to reflect about how the June holidays went about.
The first half of the year went about very quickly.
Entered AJC, entered band, entered 05/09.
I entered a really fun class, Band got to silver to GWH.

Academics still suck but at least life was enjoyable.

This June holidays actually let me rethink what I have been doing throughout.

I placed god at the back seat.

I placed the church at the back seat.

To think that all it requires was a 4D3N trip to let me put my focus back to God.

I will try to go for care team again.

I will try to make time for the bible everyday.

I will try to evangelise in Singapore.

4 more hours to sweet 17.

But i don't feel the excitement at all.

I just wish for it to be over.

I'm very worried about PW.

And my section.

it seems to be crumbling, like an apple crumble...

Anyway, i've been promoted to percussion section leader.

:)

Congrats to all who got their position, and those in exco

I'm sitting at this cafe, waiting for tuition which will commence in 90 mins time.

The cafe is rather empty and i've just finished my meal; i'm crossing my fingers that they will not shoo me out or anything.

There's like alot of band related stuff despite SYF being over for 2 weeks already.

School performance, college day, perhaps even presentation night.

I guess it's the price that we have to pay for being successful in SYF.

I was looking at those big plasmas in the school canteen today and noticed the video of our expression after our results was announced.

The tears, the joy, even my fat face had a cameo role for 3 secs.

It's a satisfying feeling. But i guess that's the last time that i'll have it in all my band life.

And the bp concert, i'm rather hesitant to join it suddenly.

It's not that i think it's taking too much time.

I want to join and perform for that band.

But i just heard that apparently kumar doesn't like me to join his section because i was after not trained by him.

I find it quite a biased view to just judge me like that.

It's not as if i cannot play percussion at all. It's not as if the four years that he thought the rest of them will allow them to have an edge above me.

I think that they'll inevitably be better because 4 years of percussion is much better than just 4 months.

But i think that all this months of practising has made me improved quite abit already, just need to work on stroking as i've been neglecting it for SYF.

Hah, i think there's no point writing all this here.

It's like nobody will see it and words don't hold substance, skills does.

Anyway,school's great.

05/09 is really a wonderful fun class to be in.

There's like not a boring or depressing day around.

But i just hope that i'll be able to find the determination and the focus to concentrate during the june holidays to get over my mid years.

PW is not going at a good rate at all.

I think that the whole group, including myself has to start realising the importance of this pw.

It's just not tight, everything's not tight.

And i better curb my temper and mood because i get frustrated too easily due to exasperation.

And i'm also getting violent in class, especially with joash who has been a victim of my pinching, smacking, pullups etc.

And he said a ridiculous story of how a fat boy used to pinch him alot in the past and that's why he doesn't like people to pinch him.

Too bad.

Anyway, the staff is staring at me again.
I guess i'd better make a move soon.

Bye guys

P.S this is the longest post in like.... a year?

Hope you enjoyed.

And don't doze off reading it

GWH!
Sweeeeet :)

I was speechless when they announced the results as i thought that we didn't perform to our best.

The morning in band room was better.

But i'm just really glad that all our effort paid off.

The 6 times a wk band practices + always getting scolded by mr alvin and getting shooed out.

Band fusion is writing that we don't deserve it.

I kinda expected it already.

So the next two years will be tough to hold on to our title.

Had a celebratory dinner with my section j1s yesterday at cafe cartel :)

i feel that the mood among us is just nice, and though we are a bunch of trainees we can get along real well together and i believe our standard will improve soon.

My class people are now at orchard shopping.

I just have to catch up on studies and sleep :)

Band Number 16 Anderson Junior College....... Gold With Honours!

I keep on hearing that.