I feel bonded with my class people after the week of orientation.

Only to hear the bad news.

The school decided to adjust some of the classes and three of my new found friends left for other classes: Weihao, Mark and Kaijie.

It's sudden and abrupt, and i'll be seeing new faces when i line up in OG5 tomorrow.

It will require me to get used to it, as the fun people of my class suddenly left.

I cannot help but feel a sense of awkwardness when I go to school tomorrow.

After all, we've been through the whole orientation and stuff together.

Next, it's the band.

I was quite excited when i saw my familiar bpmb faces in ajcsb.

It brings a sense of familiarity in a new foreign band.

However, i knew deep down that it's hard to keep these people.

This band doesn't win awards like other bands; it does not have the fame of other CCAs.

It's just a small group of people making music together to prove themselves.

I did not want to join band at all.

However, stepping into the bandroom on that friday with Amethyst and Joan made me intrigued about the band.

There was something in me that wanted to go back there time after time. Going for the audition and all the practices despite not being officially in their band then.

I think i somehow grew to like this band, enjoy my practices as a percussionist.

That's why i'm quite sad that you guys are not joining band.

But i have no rights to be angry or annoyed.

Because i would have done exactly the same thing if i were in your shoes.

It's time to trust it all in God.