I'm really sad now.

When i realised that i got the same points after bonus with jingkuang and amethyst,

i thought that we will be schoolmates again.

Like the best of friends,

going to school together,

coming home together.

Doing everything fun together,

even going vegetarian for kuang.

But it just dawned upon me that i'll most probably be in AJC,

and they will not be there with me.

We stay very near each other,

we can meet up whenever we want.

But the feeling is just different,

totally different.

I was hoping for those days where we will meet up to go to school together.

Now i'll just go with others.

I will no longer attempt to be vegetarian as i don't have an eco friendly friend there to motivate me.

It's quite saddening to know how they go to school together and have loads of fun in CJ.

I kinda wished i had put CJ down like they have.

I still want to go AJC and join the band there.

But it's quite weird not seeing joan in the section attempting to roll at the timpani.

Ah, i should be feeling happy that i am in AJC.

However, i just cannot bring myself to be happy.

I have to learn to be contented.

Thank you God