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2009-07-24T00:16:00.000-07:00

Confirmed it.

I've got h1n1.

I was quite scared at first at the doctor,

but comparing myself with others who have very severe illness,

mine is quite mild.

But

my case is more severe because i was only confirmed on the 3rd day of my fever by a 2nd doc that i got h1n1.

I didn't want to tell loads of people in school.

I only told joash and yvonne.

But BOOM, my teacher announced to the whole class.

and i'm the first case in ajc :(

ah well, pray to God and start mugging this 6 days :)

I guess telling people about this on my blog is no big deal because nobody reads it anyway.

Ah.....

Oh....

Back to youtube-ing.

Anyway, if anyone knows of a good site for watching movies.
TELL ME ASAP.

AND TALK TO ME WHEN YOU SEE ME ONLINE.

this is getting boring

2009-07-22T14:04:00.000-07:00

The feeling of being sick is horrible.

The thought of people falling sick all at the same time is scary.

I really want to go to school.. But with all the coughing and body aches, you're rather unsure of whether to go to school..

Yes i'll miss up on curriculum.

That's not exactly what i need given my standard now.

I miss my friends. Staying at home is not the most ideal thing..

But but but... I don't think that i should be in school when i'm coughing my guts out every 5 mins.

Everyone will stare at me like some madman given the circumstances now.

Dilemma

2009-06-29T04:34:00.000-07:00

June holidays is over.
And i start to reflect about how the June holidays went about.
The first half of the year went about very quickly.
Entered AJC, entered band, entered 05/09.
I entered a really fun class, Band got to silver to GWH.

Academics still suck but at least life was enjoyable.

This June holidays actually let me rethink what I have been doing throughout.

I placed god at the back seat.

I placed the church at the back seat.

To think that all it requires was a 4D3N trip to let me put my focus back to God.

I will try to go for care team again.

I will try to make time for the bible everyday.

I will try to evangelise in Singapore.

2009-06-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

4 more hours to sweet 17.

But i don't feel the excitement at all.

I just wish for it to be over.

2009-05-30T04:19:00.000-07:00

I'm very worried about PW.

And my section.

it seems to be crumbling, like an apple crumble...

Anyway, i've been promoted to percussion section leader.

Congrats to all who got their position, and those in exco

2009-05-21T02:37:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting at this cafe, waiting for tuition which will commence in 90 mins time.

The cafe is rather empty and i've just finished my meal; i'm crossing my fingers that they will not shoo me out or anything.

There's like alot of band related stuff despite SYF being over for 2 weeks already.

School performance, college day, perhaps even presentation night.

I guess it's the price that we have to pay for being successful in SYF.

I was looking at those big plasmas in the school canteen today and noticed the video of our expression after our results was announced.

The tears, the joy, even my fat face had a cameo role for 3 secs.

It's a satisfying feeling. But i guess that's the last time that i'll have it in all my band life.

And the bp concert, i'm rather hesitant to join it suddenly.

It's not that i think it's taking too much time.

I want to join and perform for that band.

But i just heard that apparently kumar doesn't like me to join his section because i was after not trained by him.

I find it quite a biased view to just judge me like that.

It's not as if i cannot play percussion at all. It's not as if the four years that he thought the rest of them will allow them to have an edge above me.

I think that they'll inevitably be better because 4 years of percussion is much better than just 4 months.

But i think that all this months of practising has made me improved quite abit already, just need to work on stroking as i've been neglecting it for SYF.

Hah, i think there's no point writing all this here.

It's like nobody will see it and words don't hold substance, skills does.

Anyway,school's great.

05/09 is really a wonderful fun class to be in.

There's like not a boring or depressing day around.

But i just hope that i'll be able to find the determination and the focus to concentrate during the june holidays to get over my mid years.

PW is not going at a good rate at all.

I think that the whole group, including myself has to start realising the importance of this pw.

It's just not tight, everything's not tight.

And i better curb my temper and mood because i get frustrated too easily due to exasperation.

And i'm also getting violent in class, especially with joash who has been a victim of my pinching, smacking, pullups etc.

And he said a ridiculous story of how a fat boy used to pinch him alot in the past and that's why he doesn't like people to pinch him.

Too bad.

Anyway, the staff is staring at me again.
I guess i'd better make a move soon.

Bye guys

P.S this is the longest post in like.... a year?

Hope you enjoyed.

And don't doze off reading it

2009-05-08T22:00:00.001-07:00

GWH!
Sweeeeet :)

I was speechless when they announced the results as i thought that we didn't perform to our best.

The morning in band room was better.

But i'm just really glad that all our effort paid off.

The 6 times a wk band practices + always getting scolded by mr alvin and getting shooed out.

Band fusion is writing that we don't deserve it.

I kinda expected it already.

So the next two years will be tough to hold on to our title.

Had a celebratory dinner with my section j1s yesterday at cafe cartel :)

i feel that the mood among us is just nice, and though we are a bunch of trainees we can get along real well together and i believe our standard will improve soon.

My class people are now at orchard shopping.

I just have to catch up on studies and sleep :)

Band Number 16 Anderson Junior College....... Gold With Honours!

I keep on hearing that.

2009-04-19T03:50:00.001-07:00

This is super exciting, I'm blogging with my new laptop!

My old dell laptop decided to fail my after 3-4 successful years so dad decided to get me a new one.

Though he claims that it's a family laptop, but sooner or later it will be mine.

Anyway, school is starting to get stressful. I'm not sleeping enough, there is alot of work to be done and i am quite lagging behind.

But after SYF ends, i will be chionging all my work and doing all that tutorials that i have not completed.

And there's physics test tmr, chem test on wed and alot and alot more band practices.

And all the best to the poly people that are starting school tmr.

mainly yuming serene jg and wanxuan.

Have loads of fun in school!

2009-03-09T03:50:00.001-07:00

Was it all worth it?

Now, i feel useless, i feel worthless, i feel like nothing on this earth will come my way.

I felt like i've let my parents down, put them to shame

It's a mistake on my part,

i have to bear the full consequences of it.
As for now, i'll just have to learn from it and pick myself up.

Move on Kenneth,

Move on.

Maybe this dream school is turning out to be not so much of a dream anymore.....

2009-02-27T15:56:00.000-08:00

Hmm, you know what.

I actually think that my time in aj will turn out fine!

Except for PE lessons though, those mad teachers make us run like crazy.

Ok, i still get a scolding every band prac until now even though everyone does not consider it a scolding.

But i think that just relax and smile at the instructor will be the trick to solving this.

Furthermore, i'm beginning to like my class quite abit.

And i like going to school with the same gang of people.

Nope, nothing. zilch.

No complains at all.

And i'll fight all the way with the principal for us to get early dismissal to go back to bp this friday.

I'll pull off the wig/ birdnest on her head if needed.

2009-02-20T15:57:00.000-08:00

I really have to start to put pressure on myself, be it academics or in band.

I enjoyed myself when i went back to bp to whack the snare drum without bothering whether my stroking was correct.

I'm quite sleepy now.

And i wish to meet up with fiona chris serene they all because i've not seen them for super long

2009-02-16T03:11:00.000-08:00

I feel bonded with my class people after the week of orientation.

Only to hear the bad news.

The school decided to adjust some of the classes and three of my new found friends left for other classes: Weihao, Mark and Kaijie.

It's sudden and abrupt, and i'll be seeing new faces when i line up in OG5 tomorrow.

It will require me to get used to it, as the fun people of my class suddenly left.

I cannot help but feel a sense of awkwardness when I go to school tomorrow.

After all, we've been through the whole orientation and stuff together.

Next, it's the band.

I was quite excited when i saw my familiar bpmb faces in ajcsb.

It brings a sense of familiarity in a new foreign band.

However, i knew deep down that it's hard to keep these people.

This band doesn't win awards like other bands; it does not have the fame of other CCAs.

It's just a small group of people making music together to prove themselves.

I did not want to join band at all.

However, stepping into the bandroom on that friday with Amethyst and Joan made me intrigued about the band.

There was something in me that wanted to go back there time after time. Going for the audition and all the practices despite not being officially in their band then.

I think i somehow grew to like this band, enjoy my practices as a percussionist.

That's why i'm quite sad that you guys are not joining band.

But i have no rights to be angry or annoyed.

Because i would have done exactly the same thing if i were in your shoes.

It's time to trust it all in God.

Routine

2009-02-06T23:24:00.000-08:00

I think back and i really thank God for letting me be in AJC.

Alright, the AJ life so far is still boring.

Talks and talks and the so called game we played yesterday was dull.

Their mass dance is horrible.

Ok, seeing zhengwei do the mass dance is quite a scene :)

But, at least i have a sense of home and familiarity in AJ.

I wake up at 5.45 daily and leave house by 6.20.

Somewhere on the way to yew tee mrt nguan han will sms me what i want for breakfast.

He reaches yew tee very early so he will help me grab some breakfast first :)

Then meet keith and achmad at the platform before heading to yio chu kang.

Go through the mundane school life with the whole gang of bpians at anderson.

Occasionally talking to Amanda and Niel....

Band next.

Seeing Eri Sasaki and Prabha in the section.

Talking nonsense while the rest of the band takes an awfully long time to tune.

Do stroking.

Home with people.

I kinda like this life.

I hope you guys like your JC life too!

And i hope we get more percussionists soon.

And that Joan will magically appear in the band room one day to play the timpani

2009-02-03T07:22:00.000-08:00

I'm really sad now.

When i realised that i got the same points after bonus with jingkuang and amethyst,

i thought that we will be schoolmates again.

Like the best of friends,

going to school together,

coming home together.

Doing everything fun together,

even going vegetarian for kuang.

But it just dawned upon me that i'll most probably be in AJC,

and they will not be there with me.

We stay very near each other,

we can meet up whenever we want.

But the feeling is just different,

totally different.

I was hoping for those days where we will meet up to go to school together.

Now i'll just go with others.

I will no longer attempt to be vegetarian as i don't have an eco friendly friend there to motivate me.

It's quite saddening to know how they go to school together and have loads of fun in CJ.

I kinda wished i had put CJ down like they have.

I still want to go AJC and join the band there.

But it's quite weird not seeing joan in the section attempting to roll at the timpani.

Ah, i should be feeling happy that i am in AJC.

However, i just cannot bring myself to be happy.

I have to learn to be contented.

Thank you God

2009-02-01T05:45:00.000-08:00

Yup, that fateful day.

It's called tomorrow.

Ah, don't say more.

The thought of entering a foreign school still freaks me out despite having done this thrice already.

KCPPS, YTPS, BPGHS.

Luckily i have friends in my new school.

I'm praying that my appeal is successful though.

If i get into aj, woah!!!

I'll see nguan han, jing kuang, amanda soo, niel, amethyst etc etc everyday.

Please allow me to continue dreaming about it.

and yeah, i knew your blog when it was still private.

Sorry, the old days are gone.

Have fun leading your life now

2009-01-13T06:44:00.000-08:00

13 January 2009
10:49 pm
Kenneth ended all his memories of the past 4 years along with this blog

2008-12-15T16:10:00.000-08:00

I'll be leaving tmr already.

It's like this holidays is moving at such a rapid rate.

I still have loads of things that i have not accomplished yet this holidays except to spend and spend more money.

My trip will be till 24th, Christmas Eve.

Then most prob i'll go to Batam after that.

And then school reopens.

Ok, i feel nature's call coming.

I think that i will come back to edit this post again.

Ciao

2008-12-11T05:42:00.001-08:00

Day : 11 December 2008
Weather : Fine/ Rain

I had lunch at Cafe Swiss and it was a waste of money.
The veal bratswurst sausage was weird
The Rosti tasted like harshbrown.

I had chocolate fondue and it was not a waste of money.

The chocolate was free flow and it came with loads of stuff

I watched Bolt again today and I caught the 3D version.

The glasses intrigued me more than anything.

I witnessed a strike while visiting a relative at a hospital.

nice :D

I'm having a picnic with chris, serene and fiona tmr!!!

2008-12-10T19:47:00.001-08:00

Pray for strength Lord,

that i will not falter in my will to make things the way they are;

that i will appreciate things and the people around me;

that i will work hard to serve you;

that i can overcome the hate and bitterness in my heart;

that i will not be scared and frightened when i watch quarantine with rueyjer and isabel on monday;

that i will just be me :D

Go to facebook for my latest addition in pictures!

going out for lunch now.

Ciao

2008-12-06T15:19:00.000-08:00

ok,

i'm not too much angry.

I just cannot be bothered.

If you like to seek greener pasteurs elsewhere,

good for you!

I can do so too!

and sadly for you,

i have greener pasteurs too!

and it comes in much larger acres than yours.

so, ya.

That's all.

I got two quarantine dates.

One sponsored where i'll watch with my auntie before she goes perth.

The other with rueyjer and isabel.

hmm, it's not exactly the kind of movie that i want to watch twice.

And i realised that i have scheduled too many things with people.

And half the things i cannot make it.

Jesus knows.

Jesus cares

2008-12-06T05:31:00.001-08:00

It's the weekend already!

Not as if there's much of a difference from the weekday, everyday seems to be a happy day!

It's just a week before Uncle Jason and family flies off to Perth.
I may not see Keen ( my cousin ) again as he cannot return to Singapore if he does not want to do NS.

It kinda freaks me out about the reality of the situation, and my poor boy just treats everyday happily.

I think that i will try to dedicate this week for them. I don't know how much longer i can do so.

Anyway, it's funny how life turns out.

I don't see my school mates often.

I haven't met up with my music classmates for ages.

I haven't seen soymilk for what seemed like a decade.

(I might organise something soon)

Yet, i have still been busy everyday going out.

Call this the irony of life.

I still want to treasure the friends that have been a huge part of my life.

I want to go up to them and just say a huge thank you.

Remember that i did a post on P'Robert a few months back.

He had pancreas cancer and was informed by doctors that he only had a few months to live.

I just saw him on Wed as he was down in Singapore to do more checkups.

He looked strong, though he had lost a lot of weight.

I'm really touched at how my Lord works miracles.

I'm really thankful that all those prayers around the world worked.

Praise the Lord!

Anyway, i went to find Weili yesterday at Vivo while waiting for Cheryl to end work.

Though we did not talk much as he was busy at the christmas atrium, i'm just really glad that i went to catch up with him as i've not seen him since the 02 bbq.

I think that he's job is not an easy one.

I entered the atrium for 15 mins and i was walking out of that area feeling claustrophobic.

I really have to give him props for being able to work there for 4 days before i first met him.
Actually i was observing him for awhile before approaching him and he was doing a fine job!

and no, i'm no stalker.

And i know it made his day that i went to find him.

I'm the only one ok......

For once, i'm quite worried about the results.
I have not thought much about it since O Levels ended but it just struck me how quickly time has passed so far, and i believe that it will continue to pass as quick.

I know that God has a plan for me,

i really do.

I'm hoping that i can accept whatever he has installed for me.

Anyway, NGUAN HAN'S BACK!!!!!!!!

He smsed me the moment he touched down i guess.

So touched.

And luckily he received the message that i text him only in Singapore.

If not i have to incur another overseas fee on my phone.

and i think that rj is back too!

not sure though..

happy happy happy

Hmm, i feel like starting on a new series to watch.

Maybe i'll rewatch Heroes as i've only watched bits and pieces here and there.

Or ugly betty.

I've thought of what institution i would like to enter next year.

I've considered all and i've concluded that i would go back into a christian based school.

I want to go back to my kuo chuan presbytarian days (i was there before ytps)

and do morning prayers, having chapels, sing many nice songs.

I have loads of people that i wanna show.

From all my dates out recently.

But blogger uploads as fast as i pack my room, so it's easier to see the pictures on my facebook account.

And i'm quite mixed about going to the band outing.

It seems that nobody is going.

But i feel bad that i told sophia that i going and yet i'm not going.

Now, i just received a sms about the attire to wear.

split..

I feel like going to Sentosa.

Next week is a good time as can go visit lora and can be sure that i won't see anyone else there.

I've not been there for ages :D

Ciao

P.S Nguan Han is using my facebook acc to see gwen, our sec 2 eng teacher.

what a sicko

2008-12-01T13:54:00.000-08:00

Thanks loads to YianLu!!

Now, i'm stuck with another so called game....

But, i guess that i will just attempt it in order to save myself from a terribly mundane lifestyle.

The rules & regulations:

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. ( which i doubt that i'll bother to tag)

3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names.

4) No tagging back.

1. I've never done household chores before.
Call me a spoilt brat, a useless bum or even a *&^%$#@!
I've never done it before because there's always someone there to help me but i'll give the person loads of moral support by cheering the person in my mind.

2. I am a meet-people-up-for-starbucks kind of person.
Yup, be it the brotherhood, wong, isabel etc. I like to meet people for starbucks and have a nice frapp and just chit chat for many many hours to kill time. And only starbucks, please don't offer to go out and drink coffee with me and we end up in McCafe, Gloria jeans, or even Coffee Bean. I will rather we have ya kun.

3. I have a duo personality.
Some of you may know it, some may not. One side of me is a confident outspoken person. The other is a weak, insecure and often jealous character. Ya, the latter sucks and i really abhor it.
But, i guess it's still a part of me that i have yet to conquer.

4. I have a fetish for polo tees.
I know that i often discourage fiona from using the word fetish in this context. But, it just shows how much i love all my polo tees. Be it just one colour, striped or even polka dots, I like all my polo tees alot because it's easy to mix and match polo tees. I have loads of it.

5. My sleeping is screwed up.
I tend to get very tired very easily, maybe at 8 or 9. So i don't usually attend to messages that come in after 10 and in that case, i'm sorry to Chen chen and Lora for not replying their messages, only reading it 10 mins ago. And regardless of whatever time i sleep, i always wake up damn damn early, like 5 plus 6. That's why i'm posting now at 6.12 am.

6. I'm a big advocate of Arts.
If you guys read my previous post, you all should know how I think Arts should not be sidelined by all the competitive sports as we put in equal or even more effort that those sportsmen to do our art well. I'm a pianist, so i will definitely be supporting Arts but i have also many friends doing sports. Anyway, just don't despise people doing Arts because we are also very cool (i know, it's a dumb logic). And i know many people in performing Arts who have muscles that can break skulls and dislocate arms ( kinda drama huh) so don't mess with us.

7. I've not off-ed my computer for weeks, even months.
My laptop is kinda old. So it's laggy when you turn it on and it takes 15-30 mins to load the desktop page. So i'm lazy and impatient to wait that long so i always switch my computer to standby or hibernate mode everytime i'm not using.

8. I like musicals.
Phantom of the Opera, West Side Story, Grease, Mamma Mia, anything you name it :D
I like musicals as you can sing along to it!
But HSM, ah, that's dumb crap.

9. I'm part of many clubs and societies!
I have many different groups of friends that sort of form little clubs. ( I know it's cheesy and that we are over the age to form clubs)
I have
Brotherhood (CC, Jing Kuang, Ningyi, Lora)
Xu Wei ( Chris JG Serene Wan Xuan)
Soymilk ( You really do not want me to name all, it will go on for ages)
ACSI Music.. I don't know whether you consider this a club, maybe a clique! (Wong, Ruey Jer, Isabel, Ian, YAWEN!!, and many many more)

10. I'm thankful to have this quiz to do.
It's really a good way to spare myself from boredom and kill time.

Sports VS Arts

2008-11-29T03:41:00.000-08:00

I have always been curious about what people think about sports and arts.

Whether they would like to be very good in a sport or an art.

I remembered first asking the question to Nguan han on an lrt ride (can't remember when)

He told me that he would rather excel in an art over a sport

because a sportsman cannot has only a certain period of time when he can excel in a sport.

Hmm, this set me thinking for a couple of weeks.

I know that many people out there think that sports is for the strong and macho,

arts is for the weak and gentle.

I think that this stereotype is brainless.
I know that I am not able to do chinups like sportsman,

I can't excel in a sport like soccer or volleyball etc.

But, I'm still proud of being involved in music.
I know that this may sound completely biased as I've been doing music since 6.

I've done it for 10 years,

I've performed an uncountable number of times,

I've gotten to know many more peoplewho have the same passion in music and the arts.

Yes, we are not exactly the fittest of the bunch,

We don't have the biggest build or the rippling muscles that go with it.

But, more time and devotion goes into perfecting our art than anyone can imagine.

I remember once encouraging a friend to excel in his sport and join the youth team of singapore.

He returned the encouragement and asked me to join some youth pianist thing.

Seriously, i don't even know if it exists.

But, i know that i cannot make it despite how hard i work.

It's easier to be top of a sport in Singapore but not an Art.

I think that i play fairly well, but there are always others who will be better than you.

There will be those that have better technicality, others who have better musical sense.

I have no idea why i'm rambling about this incessantly.

It's just that I've been thinking that stereotypes on people who deal in the arts is quite common.

I never regretted doing music before.

I get to play alot of nice pieces, perform in big events before etc.

I know that sports is more glamarous.

Sportsman are usually the most popular in a school.

A rugby captain of a school will be more popular than the best violinist or pianist.

A person with a fit build due to sports will be more well received than a scrawny performer somewhere.

But,

is a sportsman able to deliver different emotions and feel to the audience or spectator.

is a sportsman able to learn different genres of his sport.

I'm not ashamed to tell people that I'm a pianist wherever i go.

Bring it on

2008-11-26T15:32:00.001-08:00

Went to Orchard instead.

Monkey was feeling very tired so we cancelled the picnic.
nvm....

I realised that i'm getting quite bored of Orchard.

You enter one shopping mall and all the same few shops appear.

Topman/Topshop, Zara, Mango......... Macdonalds.

I saw this trench coat from Zara that looks super awesome.

But, who wears trench coat this days?

Go watch Mamma Mia, the movie is quite awesome.

I found it boring the first time i watched, but the more you watch, the MUCH better it gets.

And at least the songs are memorable and nice.

Love the ABBA era.

anyway, i chanced upon a blog and it's password protected.

hmm.......

Don't go wasting your emotion.

Lay all your love on me.

2008-11-25T02:32:00.000-08:00

I just arrived back from my short road trip.

Actually, i have no intention to blog.

But since Fiona said that she visits my blog everyday in hopes of seeing a new post,

I SHALL BLOG.

Malaysia lor, what else can there be.

It's really shopping eating swimming shopping eating swimming.

I've swam everyday, and it just feels rejuvenating.

And i ate alot of food.
Alot.

I bought many nice tees too!

Ok, i do not have a full family pic as someone has to be the camera man every time.

But enjoy the pics i have taken.

And make me a super trouper.

I have a picnic tmr :D

I am watching winx club and a christian concert on thursday :D

I shall be a good boy and stay at home on friday to play piano :D

And i'm going for sakae buffet on Monday :D:D:D

Wahaha.

And another thing, i think that i'll most prob be going for the mission trip.

I'll miss NH's birthday.

and isabel's.

And Nguan Han's leaving for exotic Shanghai on Friday.

lalala.

Ciao

P.S FIONA LIM SHI HUI. YOU BLOODY LEAVE A COMMENT ON MY BLOG FOR MENTIONING YOUR NAME OR YOUR DATE ON MONDAY WILL BE GONE AND I WON'T GIVE A DAMN IF YOU DIE IN CAMBODIA OR ANYTHING.

2008-11-19T23:20:00.001-08:00

Who tagged me : Idiotic Isabel (ALLITERATION!!)

Rule 1 : People who have tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule 2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending other people.

1. What is your CCA? Military Band. I love it more after ROD

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you? Why not?!?

3. Do you enjoy going to school? I enjoy going to school for recess and to piss ms lee off, so yup :D

4. What would you do with a billion dollars? Buy Bak Chor Mee, Kung Pow Chicken and hide the rest under my bed.

5.Will you fall in love with your best friend? I doubt so.

6. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone or being loved? This is a melodramatic question so i'll give a melodramatic answer. Loving someone, because it's better to give than to receive.( Utter bullshit)

7. List out your favourite band. GIRLS ALOUD!!! WOOHOO!! because they are bloody bimbotic

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do? Buy loads of sprite and dunk the person in a sprite pool :)

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? Extremely happy things

10. What makes you angry? The usual, people who think that they are super talented when they are a load of crap. I know i'm going to piss many wannabes out there.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? 1. Being a professional pianist performing around the world. 2. Being a fat drunkard lying in bed watching Madagascar.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you? That means more than 1. Hmm, family, Hx, Nh, my brotherhood, my Xu Wei and friends from P1, 02 class, 6B!!, Music class!!, Soymilk, Horn, BPMB etc etc etc. That's like naming everyone i know!

13. What is the most important thing in your life? My faith in God followed by my piano. Dead serious.

14. Would your rather be single and rich or married but poor? Single and rich :D

15. What is your favourite colour? Black, and no, i'm not turning goth.

16. Would you give all in a relationship? If it's to someone exotic, yup :D If not, i doubt so.

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick? The one with more cartons of deodorant at home. I stock up loads too even though i still smell bad.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has? I'll forgive but i doubt i'll forget. Liars will tell you that they will forgive and forget

19. What do you want to tell the person you like? That she is the person that i like :D I'm too lazy to think of other stuff.

20. Which country you would like to go? Rome, i wanna visit the Vatican City.

To any out there who have loads of time to spare, feel free.

2008-11-19T19:16:00.000-08:00

Hello people.....

It's officially the second week of this long long school holiday.

Life has been good huh?

It's just tiring, i guess.
Going out to meet people all the time.

And today is the first day that i stayed at home throughout since the holiday started!

Ok, i still went out in the morning for morning exercise with CC Sengyau and Cavin.

It's really convenient having loads of friends staying super nearby,

you can just call one out anytime without having to plan stuff!

Morning exercise today lasted from 8.30 to 10 plus.

I'm determined to lead a healthy life and do more sports and exercise!

I have already done swimming, jogging and basketball this week.

Hah, beat that!

I've also met up with wong on Monday and Wednesday to collect and return him the score.

But each time, we walked around the shopping centre and talk for a real long time.

So i've combed the whole of Lot 1 (monday) and BPP (wednesday).

I've also met up with the brotherhood a couple of times already.

We went swimming on Tuesday and went to lora's house ytd.

That place is super exotic.

Alright, the heroic polonaise is bloody difficult.

It sounds easy on recording but seriously, it's *&^%$#@!

This feels like rj's kinda typing.

I've never seen any score like that before, and sight reading it is terribly annoying.

But, i will persevere.

Be it weeks or months, i will complete it.

But i got another score flight of the bumblebee and i find it easy.

Hah, just loads of chromatic notes.

I'm just blogging alot because i have not done it in days.

And i doubt that i will blog in the next 5 days or so.

Oh, i'm going for a road trip up to Kl this sat.

It's kinda sudden, as dad told me on tuesday?

But hopefully i can have it'll be fun and i can be more clothings.

I'll be back on next tuesday if i'm not wrong.

I'm not sure of the details too.

And Kuang is also leaving for Malaysia this Saturday.

No surprise if i see him at the causeway.

Oh, just continue to hear me ramble, i've not done so in many days.

Oh, i got asked to go to a mission trip in December.

But i doubt i'll be going.

It clashes with isabel's birthday and Nguan Han's birthday.

I don't want to miss either, especially Nguan Han.

I have not celebrated his birthday throughout 4 whole years.

Hmm, i'll be going to Orchard tmr for coffee!

So that's another tiring day out.
I will sleep early tmr and hopefully wake up late to have enough energy.

and and and,

I have a sudden hope in my mind.

I want to meet my soymilk +c before the school term starts next year.

I know it's a long time away before school starts,

but it's just because we stay super far away from each other

(actually it's just me because i stay at the west and they all stay at the east).

Or hopefully i can just meet up with all my soymilkians which are my level.

Amanda, Brendon, Ryan and Justin.

hah =D

tat's a wish.

You'll see the next post very soon actually,

because i've been tagged by isabel to do a quiz.

It will be the first quiz of my blog,

so i'll just do it.

PON PROM ACTIVITY

Me, Jun Guan, Chris, Serene, Fiona and Wanting ponned prom.

We hanged out that night to commemorate prom.

I also don't know what i'm saying.

We went to Pariss International Buffet and the variety was very big.
However, the food was not great tastewise and the cold seafood was not very fresh.

But, food is secondary when you have friends out with you right.

It was not very ex too, 37 each for quite a good spread.

It was a good session, i guess.

I know that i didn't want to go at first,

but i contradicted myself by reorganising this session!

We went to esplanade garden terrace to see the night scene.

But we got to see loads more,

Fat pink lady crying,

Loads of couples kissing,

Even the couple in our midst joined them!

I love esplanade.

Wahahahahahaha

My Bros from P1

The girls who went.

Settling the bill at Pariss

(Note: I like my shirt)

Group Phto by some stranger at Marina Square steps

The Food making people cranky!

The escalator to garden terrace.

Chris' Jumping shot

Total zao geng

The girls' jumping shot!

I know it looks more like that were trying to lift serene up.

Oops!

Jun Guan's artistic pose :D

Flying off to lalaland :D

See my next post in half an hour

2008-11-19T06:06:00.000-08:00

I'm tired just hanging out all the time nowadays.

It's fun,

but i just feel tired physically.

I decided to cancel all my activities for thursday and just stay at home, practise piano and have a good rest.

I will blog about my life recently tmr,

and also do that dumb quiz that isabel has for me.

Ciao

2008-11-15T12:59:00.001-08:00

Yes, i didn't stay at home today.
Instead CC was bored so we went out with the brotherhood - kuang + lora.
Kuang had his date with his bball so he couldn't make it.
We walked a couple of times around lot 1 before getting bored.
So we headed off to Jurong Point in hopes of catching a nice movie.
But, the movie selection there was pathetic and after a much embarrassment like running out of Billy Bombers without anything, we went to Coffee Bean to have some coffee and chat!
We chatted for a long time, as in real long like 3-4 hours just over random fun stuff!
It's funny how i forgot so much of the past, like i do not rmb many schoolmates and stuff.
And Lora will be joining our Brotherhood next!
It's such a big part of my life with 6B as i've known them for the past 9 years already!
Loads and Loads of fond memories :)
Lora was on an indian alert the whole while today and it was kinda funny!
Anyway, when walking back home from lot 1, Ningyi told me something and it got me thinking.
Am i as much to them as they are to me?
No, i'm not paranoid anymore, i have not been for some time already!
Hmm.....
Anyway, we'll be meeting next week again so it's no worries that i'll miss them or anything.
Speaking of next week, it's kinda filled up already.
I will be meeting wong issy and ian for MJ one day, meeting the brotherhood again sometime.
Oh, i also have to collect Heroic Polonaise from Wong.
Maybe i'll go out on one more day and I'll just stay at home to practise piano for 2 days!

Ooh, Isabel Chia, are you coming today?!?!?!?!

2008-11-14T16:38:00.000-08:00

ACSI WONG YOON FOONG BIRTHDAY

Met some of the class at IMM in the morning to buy wong's cake and headed off to ACSI.

He was however in a meeting and we waited for 2 hours :D

But it was fun,

seeing all the classmates and just joking about all again.

really enjoyed myself loads.

Wong's creamy cake
Our Present and the Cake!
The Happy Birthday Boy!
He's 29 by the way

Myself and Yawen

Our two teachers- Miss Ng and Mr Wong

Our Combined Class Picture!

Me and My Favourite Teacher/ Annoying friend :D

With Aerodynamic- Hair Ian

With my very efficient slave who owes me Mamma Mia.

6B BBQ

So I Left for Ningyi's house after that to collect the stuff for the BBQ!

I was spastic enough to join them for the spoon game and i lost two consecutive rounds.

So Jing Kuang Amethyst and Cherissa came over to help us carry stuff

Jing Kuang and Amethyst!

At Ningyi's house

Jing Kuang's candid shot! LOL

And he's super engrossed with his Rubik's cube!

CC peeking at Cherissa.

I caught you!

My favourite nine years friend/ brother/ China person with the best English/ gay partner and loads and loads more :D

Only Lora's interested in taking pics!

All our very friendly conversations with everyone

From top left clockwise: ME, Cavin, Kuang, Amethyst, Lora, Ningyi.

Taken by ningyi's fellow skinny dipper.

Our dessert time!

Class Picture with whoever was left! :D

Our Very Interesting shot!

Me and Kuang's favourite Toys R Us Mascot

Renee's house chatting

I know that the captions are horrible.

I'm super super tired and i lazy to think of interesting ones.

I really enjoyed my BBQ even though I was the guinea pig to test the food!

Anyway, it was loads of fun being relaxed with all of them.

It's a priceless moment.

I enjoyed talking to all of them.
And I think Kuang misses me alot.

He force-kissed me many times throughout and kept on being very touchy with my fats.

Hah, can i trade my fats with you six pecs??

Hah, but i missed him and everyone else.

We'll be meeting for steamboat again some time soon :D

I am tired so i think i'll be staying at home for the weekend.

I will

sleep

pack my room

read my book

do the songs for church tmr

eat!

I think Isabel's dropping by my place to pass me stuff either Today or Tmr :D

And Have a good trip RJ, go to taiwan and be a pro and come back and wow us with your playing!

2008-11-13T16:18:00.000-08:00

Serene's Super Sweet Sixteen

Who cares if it rains, we still had a bbq going, mahjong going, ate loads and loads of food.

And please agree that we had a reasonably good time.

Blogger sucks at uploading videos but the wedding march was one of the highlights.

So enjoy the following few pictures.

And Happy Belated Birthday :D

Happy 16th Birthday
The Four of them

ZY's love dedication. LOL!

The Couple Tee Excited Face when opening

(We forced it out of her)

The Noodle which just can't go in.

Yeo's very spastic candid shot!

Yeo can't seem to take in all our nice food!

Happy Birthday Girl :D

Our smokeless fireless bbq.

. She's working her mojo on him

Scary eyes girl and black girl

Our failed attempt at emo shots

Grocery Shopping with 6b

Met up with CC, ningyi and lora to do grocery shopping for our bbq later tonight.

Haven't seen them for a long long time so of course have loads to talk about.

And we have finally acquired the skill of being aunties, even resorting to counting the number of chicken wings we bought etc.

My shopping buddies!

Me and Ningyi :D

Surprisingly, the music played in IMM Giant were all the songs that i know and kinda like.

I EXPRESSED MY SINGING TALENT!

You don't get to see them doing this often.

I have proof that they were happily filling it with ice and they scolded me when it started dripping.

Lora's battle with the sotongs

Lastly, my brotherhood without Kuang.

So we went Ningyi's house to marinate stuff and i spilled chicken water on her floor.

And she cleaned it.

Hah, GPA 3.9 people cleaning floors.

You don't see that often

02 BBQ

It rained, the fire was slow, we ate kinda uncook food.

But i think overall it was quite fun.

Maybe it's because the group is with all the people that i am very familiar with.

Went there with Nguan Han and about 10 plus, i started to feel abit moody because of wild thoughts and stuff so i wanted to go home.

Thanks alot and alot and alot to Nguan Han who was willing to leave earlier with me.

Muacks :D:D

The BBQ at the exotic location.

My two favourite exotic friends from 02.

Exotic Patrina and Yian Lu.

hah, i love exotic and erotic stuff.

And I am physically very tired from all this activities.

I'll have to leave house to meet my music class to go out soon and then i'll head over to yew mei for my 6B bbq.

I am determined to take loads and loads of pictures with everyone there.

I haven't had much sleep.

I guess that I'll just sleep through the weekend.

Ciao

2008-11-12T06:36:00.000-08:00

Kenneth : Oops, forgot to wish you happy birthday! Thanks for being our music teacher even though i don't know how much of the knowledge actually enters me. Stay very young and very mature and i'm sure all those ladies will swoon at the sight of you. Lastly, MY HEROIC POLONAISE!! thanks :-)

Wong: That's the most sensible birthday message i've ever received :) thanks.

Hah, no wonder he makes such a good teacher.
I'm smelling of bbq food now.
I have no desire to bathe anytime soon!

Stinky Stinko Stinks.

2008-11-10T04:56:00.001-08:00

Hmm, it's just another paper left!
I've been trying to save some money recently (or not spend as much).
Times are unpredictable, and so is life.
I still haven't found my job, hopefully i'll get one that can start next week.
But at least i have three days of break.
Wednesday night: Serene's Birthday (BBQ)
Thursday night: BBQ at Bukit Panjang
Friday night: Wong's birthday + BBQ with 6B

Yup, you are right.
It's 3 bbqs in 3 days.
Most probably i'll be so sick of bbqs that i will go vegan for the following week.
But, i love meat too much.
I also have to stock up on camera batteries.
I aim to take 1000 pictures with 3 days.
Oh, i'm becoming cam-whorish.

I have been sleeping lots recently, and i am never satisfied.
Another astounding thing is my song choice in music.
I'm back to bimbotic girl bands with all those sleazy dancing MVs.
Urrgh, hope that this will not last long.

I was out grocery shopping at Sheng Shiong just now and i saw someone again.
As usual, i did not say hi and instead just pretended not to see.
This cannot go on.
It's making me bonkers.

I also discovered my duo personality.
Hah, i'm going to become like jean grey anytime soon.

It's a side of me you'll never see.

2008-11-08T22:20:00.000-08:00

If something like that was to happen maybe 4 years ago,

i'll be scared, frightened and maybe i won't face the truth.

But now,

i trust God completely.

I trust that his will be done and he has the best plans for us.

You are a great planner and got everything thought out for us all the time.

We lead a reasonably good life, and we have you to thanks for.

I used to think why you couldnt be like others,

fun and maybe glamarous.

I cannot be more proud of you now,

i really can't.

2008-11-07T08:57:00.000-08:00

I watched two awesome-ly retarded movies back to back.

I've spent a whole lot of money when the economy is at a dire state.

Ha, i didn't know that spending more money can help the economy.

I'll heed your advice, Obama.

(Just wanna mention his name as he's like the in thing now)

I'm into disco fever again.

care to join.

and i think that HSM 3 songs are completely dumb.

No tune, no melody. Just a whole lot of upbeat songs that make people high.

No wonder the songs are becoming less memorable.

I'm bored now. So i'm currently trying to flatten the o level manuscript that they provide after music exam.

At least it looks nice :D

2008-11-04T17:18:00.000-08:00

So music Os is over.
Hopefully it will be alright.
:D
We still didn't get to take a class pic despite all the reminders and such but we'll take it some day at....Esplanade.
Hah.
So i reached home really late last night and downloaded the new version of msn and downloaded the unlimited nudge.
So i've stolen wong, rj and isabel picture so far.
So you better not be surprised if my display pic looks like some psycho, some handsome guy playing viola or even mozart!
And i've also unlimited nudge zw and my convo with them ytd.
I will go find more nice things to download.
But i just got 5 new viruses after downloading but my trusty norton antivirus saves the day!
I feel asleep again while talking to the others and i just left my com on.
It's becoming more of a habit already.
Whoosh, two free days
Hah
Song recommendation.
I've heard of this new singer leon jackson recently and his voice is more jazzy and thick.
So hear it if you are feeling the blues

2008-11-03T05:39:00.000-08:00

I am not going to pariss anymore.
I will just stay at home, rent a dvd and eat popcorn.
The rest can go if they want.
Just lost the spark to go.
Save the money instead

2008-11-03T02:18:00.000-08:00

Xinfang just grabbed my 2 dollars and ran off after SS paper today.
Fine, i lost my bet.

and i have close to 8 hours to study my whole music syllabus.
As what sheena will say, " Good luck have fun!"
adios

2008-10-31T03:38:00.000-07:00

SMALL FLY PRAWN said...
hey hey hey. you all really think your eng is better then me?? i'm just giving you all chance ok. if not i sure tok until you all die ah =)

Call this the... joke of the century.
Heck
Make it a millenium.

Hah.

I intend to sleep late tonight.
Maybe i'll find more people to talk to :)
I talked with ruey jer and issy and yeo till something like 1 plus.
And i dozed off while talking to yeo.
darn embarrassing.

Cheers

2008-10-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

I seek closure today.
At least i can be more at ease now.
Thanks

2008-10-29T22:59:00.000-07:00

So Emath was alright.
I will take a break today before starting on music and SS from tmr to the weekend.
I think of all the things that i want to do during the school day, but i just cannot muster courage to do it.
Alright picture time.
They are in my house playing scrabble while i am just stoning to myself here.
Just the stony moody feeling.
Bye

Yuming and I so brave to sit on the ledge

(If that shirt he's wearing looks familiar, it's mine!)
Happy people in my happy house

Even the scholar bear wants a part in scrabble
They are watching porn on my com.
(Nah, it's only youtube)

See, my bed's comfortable :)

Lunch at Pastamania

Idiot

2008-10-29T04:16:00.000-07:00

Physics was not fun at all.

Damn, and the first thing that i did when i reached home was to receive a message from Amanda

"Hey how did you think physics was? Lol.."

That MGS girl just makes me want to feel bad.

But

I think that i will do ok.

Not great, but just reasonably alright.

I hope that i'm not being too nice on myself.

Hah, NH told me he was looking down his flat to see Krangji Sec for motivation.

I think that i should walk out of my estate to look at Regent Sec.

Hah, take that back.

Cheap thrill.

I like aligning my posts to the centre. It looks stable and symmetrical.

Mum came home today really sad.

It somehow made me sad just to see her sad.

I want to do her proud!

And i cannot let insecurities get the better of me.

What a feeling

2008-10-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

This two days has been really tiring, just pure shag after they leave.

I've been hanging out with the same people, and it's kinda no life but who in the heck cares.

So, the purpose of the 2 study sessions at my place is physics and we studied a little here and there and we ate food and talked a little too :)

Luckily there was Serene (BFF) today or it will be totally very boring.

My room is really in a complete mess after Yuming sleep and almost drool on my precious bed.

Most likely i'll just take cheryl's room tonight as mine is in a dire state.

Physics is tmr, should be alright and i'll just revise through again tmr when i wake up.

My eyelids are drooping at a high rate and i just want to shower and sleep (ALLITERATION!!)

And we have pretty much finalised Serene's birthday party at my place.

Just that a part of me wants to invite another person.

I'll take a gamble.

Hope it works.

So it's photos time but it's mostly in my room with my trusty kodak camera!

Study lah!
See how comfortable we are

I like this shot. Candid

Our hard work!

The end of the day

( see how much energy they zap out of me)

Alright, Bye and best of lucks.

There are no hopeless situations,

only people who have lost hope on themselves.

2008-10-27T04:28:00.000-07:00

i feel super physically exhausted.
Both of them came to my house and turned it into a living sty.
And isabel and fiona talk to each other
damn it
:):):)

2008-10-26T16:26:00.000-07:00

I just went to the Payap Christian Zone website and read up on the updates on P Robert.
He's fully recovered, returned back to PCZ and is going on very strong.
Praise God for his Mercy.
And i forgot to wish evangeline wong pui man happy birthday!!
Let's go back to Chiangman for crickets!

2008-10-25T14:46:00.000-07:00

Headed to acsi really early today but luckily uncle seng drove me there. Or i will be stoning in the mrt looking at my phone with isabel annoying me. So we did extracts and blah blah blah. The only thing that i could have gotten out of it was the Italian/ German/ French 6th. All the rest are somehow floating in my head somewhere.Ended at 12 plus and Wong tried to agitate me by playing Heroic Polonaise while i continued insulting his playing by the side. This guy's a freak, he can play his uni 2nd year piece after something like 10 years! But his music expression for that piece was all screwed up :)

This is my teacher/friend/talent in music/egoist/desperate for wives/narcissist/generation gap(even though he claims it's all in the head)/ sicko/pervert/ think he's super good looking/ thinks that he's dress sense is horrible/ very touchy/ alot of crude jokes/cam whore/vulgar......
But besides all his many flaws, he's still a good friend of mine!
and i like this shirt he's wearing.
So we headed to cck Ajisen to eat!

Wong Yoong Foong and Chia Pei Yun

I didn't want to be in the picture. I'm not good at self shots yada yada but I'm still his favourite student isabel! Hah. Build on your sense of humour 1st lah.

Wong was terribly nice today. I don't know for what reason, but he kept on praising me like I'm some child prodigy.

Wong "The students in St Nics are naturally better than you guys, but if we were to compare their best and our best (JieXiang and Daniel Gordon Ang), they will definitely lose out to them. JX and DGA have this passion for music and their desire and performance for music. You also have all this qualities Kenneth so i was very disappointed when you kept skipping class."

Me " (Mouth agape) HUH?!?"

Wong "When you do your practical, i can feel your music and your expression. I can feel the message that you want to convey to your audience and it's a rare talent"

Me "(Beaming) Hah, my old piano teacher has been training me since young i guess"

Hah, furthermore he mentioned that i was his favourite student because i'm the only one that can stand his sick jokes and i have the best sense of humour in his class to laugh it out.

Isabel and I were insulted by the waitress when wong was not around. She kept on insisting that Wong was our classmate.
So the meal laster like 45 mins but the conversation we shared lasted for close to 2 hours. We just continued rambling on different topics and it was rather fun!

So we ended our lunch at 3 plus and Wong helped us pay 1st because of his credit card discount but we payed him back! I was supposed to meet the rest of them at starbucks for coffee but i was tired, so i just went home to konk off.
Hai, i guess that this will be the last time that i will be having a meal with isabel and wong before O levels but they will be coming to my place after Os for Mahjong.I wished that i could invite the whole class but my house is not big and is in a big mess. They actually wanted to play $15/ tai mahjong. Freaky.

Before i end, just a joke that Wong shared with me.

When Go America there's such shirt that says I LOVE USA, Hong kong there are shirts that say I LOVE HK but Beijing don't have.

Go figure!

To Hongxun

2008-10-23T21:20:00.000-07:00

I know that this cycle repeats itself all over again with all the ups and downs.
I just want to apologise for all that i said last wednesday.
I've thought through it alot and I realised that we lead our own lives and are free to do what we each want to do.
Perhaps my character all this while has been spoilt and i've only considered myself in everything.
I've always assumed that you've been neglecting me as a friend but i never thought of those moments where i may have done the same thing.
We've come a long way since the day you set foot into 02 and I would never imagine that we turn out so close. I remember that 02 cheering com where you put in all your effort. I know that you were disappointed then but it was an eye opener to see a new classmate put in his all.
I really treat you more than a friend and it really bothered me how things turned out this few months.
We'll most probably enter different schools next year and i really wish you all the best deeply.
Sorry for all that i've done and thank you for all the wonderful memories this 3 years.

2008-10-21T15:38:00.000-07:00

I miss my sister

That stupid girl grabbed my cam

Mr Lee Nguan Han at Lee Nguan Han residence

I was taking the giant sprite. They just wanted to fit in

That's my boy :)

My family/ neighbours

The 13 of us

(See my boy's artistic pose)

Friendly Interaction

Group Picture with Poh before Eng

2008-10-21T06:42:00.000-07:00

Triple posts :):):)
I heard a very good joke just now.
And i called FIONA LIM SHI HUI to tell her the joke.
I laughed till i got stomach ache.
I cannot think properly now.
Sorry, i don't think that I am even capable of thinking of such a joke:):):)
Just nudge me if you want the joke, i won't put it up here anyway.
Still having the post joke mortem

2008-10-21T06:14:00.001-07:00

Kenneth says:
can you believe that for the report, i say that i will make sure that the girls in my class cannot wear bikini to the beach to preserve modesty
Kenneth says:
damn it, so screwed
Yvonne`` OMG. I LOVE O LEVEL. CCC: says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yvonne`` OMG. I LOVE O LEVEL. CCC: says:
you gaga?
[a=1][b][u][c=8]J[/c][/u][/b][b][c=0]ing[/c][/b] [b][u][c=8]K[/c][/u][/b][b][c=0]uang[/c][/b][/a] says:
haha
[a=1][b][u][c=8]J[/c][/u][/b][b][c=0]ing[/c][/b] [b][u][c=8]K[/c][/u][/b][b][c=0]uang[/c][/b][/a] says:
mad lah!
[a=1][b][u][c=8]J[/c][/u][/b][b][c=0]ing[/c][/b] [b][u][c=8]K[/c][/u][/b][b][c=0]uang[/c][/b][/a] says:
write such crap stuff
Kenneth says:
i wanted to add something on my own what
Yvonne`` OMG. I LOVE O LEVEL. CCC: says:
i guess the marker will laugh like shit.
Yvonne`` OMG. I LOVE O LEVEL. CCC: says:
hahahx.
Kenneth says:
at least it's..............different
Kenneth says:
i bet nobody could have thought of that

2008-10-21T05:44:00.001-07:00

Mau, cats, whatever you name it.
I never used to like you.
I don't like you anymore either.

Can't Cambridge think of a more interesting compre passage, like food or music or ways to mutilate a person.
At least i won't feel so sleepy doing the passage.
Hah, even jing kuang and yvonne also think it's dumb
Damn it, i'm meeting the rest of them at 9.30 tmr in school.
I feel my eyelids drooping down already.

Well done boy, proved my point.

2008-10-19T09:26:00.001-07:00

It suddenly dawned upon me that Chem paper is just 14 hours away after receiving 20 well wishes.
It's been an encouragement so thanks lots guys :)
Amanda sent me a good one, telling me that studying is going towards glorifying god and everything will fall into place as our future has all been planned out already :)
Hah, this message is enough to redeem my hefty phone bill which included a 1 hour conversation with her on Chemistry.
And to CC, thanks for the best luck yea..
I went to hop over all those friendster accounts to make sure you weren't lying.

As i always say in music, "Work your magic"
This is the time.

2008-10-17T14:43:00.000-07:00

can't imagine life without late fridays.
It's really weird reaching home at 6 plus today. I usually reach home at 11 plus half groggy from all that food.
And i just did not attend music class for one day and i'm receiving tons and tons of messages from many saying that class was boring without me.
What to do, this is what friendship is; people knowing that i am part of their lives :)
i feel so blessed.
Let's fight Haydn now.

2008-10-12T00:30:00.000-07:00

If our God is a jealous God, are we allowed to be jealous people.

Nvm, settle all this when O levels end

2008-10-10T13:37:00.000-07:00

Reached school pretty early this morning to meet Jefferson and slacked with him around in our Chem class, singing very loudly and doing nonsense stuff :)
Then we had chem consultation and it was damn hectic, like 3 straight hours of chem.
Then, i got home to shower and pack my bag before meeting up with Chris and Fiona and we went for lunch with them and yeo and serene.
Lol, all my good friends together
As usual, spastic people do spastic stuff.
No prize for guessing it correctly.
And i tried durian jelly, call it novelty :)
Then music class, did more extracts, go through Music history( damn bloody dreadful) and by 8, class was over!!! :):):)
So talked alot with my classmates and played the piano and took photos for a long time. But half the class already 'deng chu' by then so very few people left.

Part of the class of 07/08 ACS(I) Music

And one more thing, while we were going through our Music History, came across the Deux Polonaise and Wong asked me to play because he didn't have a recording for it. I was like quite shocked when he asked me to but i still played it and when I was done, he mentioned "Beautiful Playing".
Wa, call it cheap thrill but i was damn damn super super happy :)

The we had dinner at Oishi, a jap restaurant at Clementi Central and there was Isabel Chia Pei Yun, Ian Choi, Law Ya Wen, Kenneth Leow Jiun Wen, Wong Yoong Foong, and his friend Nelson.
(i like mentioning full names recently, even though i don't know what Ian's full name is.)

Came back to CCK with Isabel Chia Pei Yun and as usual, she annoyed me on the Mrt and smsed to Chan Ruey Jer with my name. Boy, luckily i text him also and had a little explaining to do :)

So all in all, my last music lesson has ended and this two years of music in ACSI has been really wonderful and i made many new friends and known alot more music and did many wonderful things:) I also appreciate my two teachers greatly- Mr Wong Yoong Foong, and Ms Ng Shau Ching as both have been really fun and tolerant of all my bullshit jokes in class. My classmates have been exceptional as well and we talk about everything in class and i really enjoy their company despite it being only 2 years so far. I will keep in touch with every single one of them and i make sure that i will talk to everyone once in awhile. We haven't taken our class picture yet so i'll make sure we take one soon.

Class of 07-08: Mr Wong Yoong Foong, Miss Ng Shau Ching, Teh Jiexiang, Valerie Teo, Daniel Gordon Ang, Chan Ruey Jer, Kenneth Leow, Ian Choi, Law Ya Wen, Lynette Quek, Isabel Chia, Melissa Chan, Jasmine Kow, Ng Li Ying, Tan Xuan Ying, Dale Lee, Hui Shan, Perlyn, Chow Wen Yi, Lim Ye Ling, Tan Bo Nian and Aldy.

Don't talk to us about music, we'll beat you hands down.

2008-10-06T06:55:00.000-07:00

Kenneth says:
hehe
Kenneth says:
hoho
Kenneth says:
haha
Kenneth says:
hehe
Kenneth says:
hoho
Kenneth says:
haha
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
Kenneth says:
i'm trying to invent some kind of animal language
Kenneth says:
you're the guinea pig
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
Kenneth says:
let's try again
Kenneth says:
hehe
Kenneth says:
hoho
Kenneth says:
haha
Kenneth says:
i believe that you are going to scream at me soon
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
lol
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
i can just ignore since it's msn..
Kenneth says:
damn, i won't be meeting you soon or we can have a live animal show
Kenneth says:
(:\
Kenneth says:
(:
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
LOL
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
lucky me
Kenneth says:
aww, makes me wanna be a zookeeper someday
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
u very lame lehx
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
lolol
Kenneth says:
then i can have daily interaction with animals like you
Kenneth says:
that's a joke
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
lolol
Kenneth says:
i want to be mickey mouse
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
pls.. lolol
Kenneth says:
then i can get to work in disneyland and loads and loads of people will come and hug me
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
aiy0.. stop dreaming and get down to some work already
Kenneth says:
i just did one whole amath paper 1 and 2
Kenneth says:
break first lah
Kenneth says:
i need to continue fantasizing
Kenneth says:
then maybe i can sing and dance as mickey
Kenneth says:
and do a mickey show
Kenneth says:
so exciting
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
LOL
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
kk.. i go watch ding dang shen tan
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
hahaha
Kenneth says:
what happened to 'get down to some work'????
Kenneth says:
ok, see ya boy
Kenneth says:
i will go dream about minnie
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
LOL
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
ok cya
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
dream about donald duck too
Kenneth says:
nah, that will be dreaming about you
Kenneth says:
it's a nightmare
.·´¯`·->Âs§Hø£è Åñgél #02<-·´¯`·.™ says:
wadda

The conversation seems disrupted because yeo uses too many icons.
But anyway, enjoy.
I find it funny

2008-10-06T02:49:00.000-07:00

Graduation day was good.
I took a whooping 74 pics today.
I'm too lazy to upload any.
Just nudge me if you want your pictures.
and the pics today tells me that it's time i lose some weight.
After Os, i will
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see first.
I don't want to give empty promises here, ya know.

2008-10-02T22:13:00.000-07:00

My last day at school, my worst day at school.
I've officially graduated from BPGHS.
So what? The last day just brings bad memories.
Just looking at how this day passed by..hai, i don't want to say anymore.
I do not put in effort, yet i expect others to.
Sometimes, i consider it over. Yet inside me, i yearn for a change to come.
Some miracle to happen to change my life.
Alright, i just want to graduate and get out of this nightmare that has been haunting me for the past 4-5 months

2008-09-30T15:31:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Regina Ng Chu Lian!!

Group Pic at CSC Bowling Alley
Cam Whore in the lift :)
The Very Honoured Birthday Girl
Sexy butt's the trick to bowling
Mr and Mrs Chris

That's all.

Too lazy to say anything

2008-09-25T22:03:00.000-07:00

I'm looking online to buy a pair of birkenstock.
I need a new pair of slippers soon, my present one is in a dire state and my feet aches from wearing it.
Any good suggestions??
Apparently, i heard that buying birkenstock online will be cheaper but apparently, the delivery charges is hefty.
Maybe i'll drop by some shop to buy, if only i can persuade dad to sponsor me part of it.
which i think i can.
=)

2008-09-25T17:52:00.000-07:00

My Practical is over.
Chopin had a couple of slips, Debussy was quite good, Duet was quite good as well.
So overall, it has been a good practical.
I'm quite confident of this practical.
Praise God for his mercy!
Thanks to all who wished me well before my practical, though one came in as a surprise.
It sill made my day, and thanks alot for fulfilling my wish.
I'm skipping school on Friday.
I shouldn't be saying it here

A good man, A great man

2008-09-24T01:13:00.000-07:00

In this life, you need not always be successful.
You need not have a wonderful career, a high paying job.
At the end of the day, it all boils down to a simple word-faith.
For christians, our lives on earth is simple; that is to love Jesus wholeheartedly.
And it really puts me to shame how i can even forget this simple fact.
I went to thailand 10 month ago with 13 other youths with two adults.
Throughout the 14 days in Cambodia and Thailand, we were led by P'Robert. (Seniors are addressed with an initial P)
P'Robert is a good man, he left America to set up a church ministry at Chiang Mai, Thailand.
He devoted many years to encourage young thai people to come to the church and learn about the lord.
He was one man that i saw without any major flaws. He lead a life to serve Jesus.
To hear from Cheryl that P'Robert had pancreas cancer was shocking news. He was healthy, he was strong. I thought that he will be able to go through the ordeal and continue to serve God.
I just watched an hour video that he dedicated to his children, erika and branson, his wife P'Jan and to the brotherhood of churches.
Yes, he fears death, but for the right reason.
He could not bear to put down the Payap Christian Zone that built throughout the years.
He could not bear to put down his family.

He does not blame anyone for his illness.
All he wants is for everyone to cry for a moment, smile for a lifetime.
I am really praying for him at the bottom of my heart.
God, he is a true worthy disciple of yours.
I pray that you will give him many more years to serve you.
But if it is your will, let it be.

God will make a way,
where there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see,
he will make a way for me.
He will be my guide,
hold me closely to his side.
With love and strength for each new day,
He will make a way,
He will make a way.

2008-09-22T23:15:00.000-07:00

i'm back home early while the rest of my classmates are busy in school fiddling their geog textbook.
And my ping pong table in school is gone, so much for recess motivation.
At the rate that i am going, i really feel that i am getting psychotic.
With o levels coming up and my piano prac in just two days, all that i can think about is some useless thing.
It's just really how my actions contradict my thoughts greatly.
I go to school everyday now just to long for it to be over.
I don't find a purpose in my life anymore.
I will keep damn quiet when inside me, i just want to say a hi or something.
It's just all that alter ego.
Sometimes, all i want to is to go back to the past. The feeling was there, everything was alright.
Now, i would just look on and keep quiet.

Sometimes, we are no different from who we despise.
It's just that we refuse to admit it.
My piano prac is coming, i want to ace it.
Perhaps just a simple good luck sms would mean the world to me.
I'm not having too high hopes, i'm just having a dream.
Please my friend, fulfil it.

2008-09-22T06:09:00.000-07:00

Today hasn't been a good day at all.
Went to school and the first thing i did was to tell someone off.
Actually, i'll be graduating in 2 weeks so anything that you do should not really concern me.
But, i hope the best for you, i want to see you do well in band.
It's not like i'm taking the opportunity to scold you or anything. But, it's just that i've gone through the phase of rebellion and showing attitude in band and i sort of regret it now, so i do not want you to go through it as well.
You are quite a good friend to me, someone that can sms alot when i'm bored or something, so to hear from others how you change is a little sad.
I just hope you understand why i talked to you, i insisted on not going to your class, it's not to ridicule you or anything.serious.
You have lots of potential, and you are kind of people's person. So just make full use of it.

2008-09-21T06:10:00.000-07:00

It's like 3 more hours to the end of the weekend, and the start of a new battle.

Mind you, this sort of life is depressing. But like everyone else, i have to go through it.

It's really scary how time can pass by in a twink of the eye.

Ytd was an alright day, nothing much to comment about.

Today was a reasonably good day, and i can't believe that my supposedly self-professed best friend went out with a girl without asking me along. Damn depressing.

And apparently, my mum is getting rather hysterical over the china-milk saga.

She's like banning us from even sniffing anything that has got to do with china food products and she just had a tiff with my dad over all he chinese medicinal drinks he's been feeding her.

Oh, i really love my family,

including cheryl. Though we irritate each other all the time.

2008-09-19T15:29:00.000-07:00

The Royal Battle of Piano between Fu Hua Sec And BPGHS

Ok, that's a little spastic.

But the fact is, jasmine and i were brave enough to take them on alone. So yeah, WE RULE!!!

Alright, my piano exam is just 5 days from now.

Though i may tell people that i am so brave that i do not get things like stage fright (ego), but i really do not know how it will turn out. I might be shivering when i enter the room or something.

It's the weekend already :):):)

And boy, i have many things to take care of during this weekend.

Friday as usual was a blast, with music class.

And we received our prelim results for music.

As usual, i flunk my paper, with many many others.

I have to start being a bookworm and love my music history and world music.

So, my supposed flunked practical got a whooping 54/60. And since i know that i played disastrously that day, i know that my standard now is much higher so yeah, bring it on.
It's like my catchphrase recently, but since there's so much edge in it, i'll keep it.

I will not announce my paper mark here. All that i can say is that i got a total of 58 so those that want to know can just add the two marks together, divide by 1.6 and get the total of 58.
(Note: My paper is upon 100)
Alright. So music class ended early ytd, something like 3.

So we went to the canteen to grab a bite before heading back to class to do work, hear the sec 3 mep prepare for their practical and just chill listening to nice music.

Not all was nice though.

Then i talked to my sec 3 bpghs mep and talked abit about band, their playing etc.

Their playing was not bad leh, especially Rong Jie. LOL

I don't know what's with that guy, but he likes to attack me when i'm his senior. Plain Childish.

So i left school with them and reached home :)

Adios

2008-09-18T00:33:00.000-07:00

I deleted my previous post.
I realised that maybe i should keep some things to myself.
But i still feel sucky, to the extreme.
Sorry for the lack of expressive words, i'm in no mood.
So, i have been busy with school work and piano recently, since my piano exam will be so soon and yeah..
So i met up with cc after school at mac and we had lunch, did spastic things and smsed random people with each other handphones.
I studied abit though, really not much.
Then while waiting for the bus,we saw a very familiar face........Jing Kuang.
At least that spared me from all the bullshit crap that CC was offering me :)
So we went home together and talked.
And i followed Jing Kuang to his house just to talk more and catch up :)
LOL
It's like whenever i am feeling very down and kinda emo, i always see them!
Be it meeting up, coincidental etc.
I feel really alot happier after talking to them.
Hah

2008-09-12T05:09:00.001-07:00

Alright people, quick update.
Really dreadfully boring school day before heading to lunch with club at pizza hut.
We crapped, play truth or dare, ate for a very long time before we went our separate ways.
I went to meet up with isabel and jasmine at dover and we left for esplanade library looking for my music score.
And with exotic pianists comes exotic scores.
I couldn't bloody find my score so i was feeling quite bummed.
So we trained all the way back to yew tee with isabel alighting at bishan before having a quick dinner with jasmine.
I'm tired, and i need to touch my piano soon.
Bye

2008-09-09T02:26:00.000-07:00

Pride is good.
It gives people the confidence to speak out and make a difference.
False pride on the other hand is bad, or should i say pathetic.
I dare say that i harbour lots of it.
It's just the feeling of not wanting to lose out, or to give in
It landed me nowhere, and i believe that it never will.
I am facing awkward situations everyday, perhaps now more than ever.
It's like, do i take a step forward and make things work, or do i back down in hope of ___ doing the job.
Sometimes, all it takes is a clash of egos to destroy everything

2008-09-05T16:40:00.000-07:00

Alright, i guess that it's about due time that i post.
The only word that is in my head now is irony.
It's like.. karma biting you in the ass.
I don't know, i don't want to think about it.

2008-09-01T23:24:00.001-07:00

Sit with a polystyrene cup, of kopi o and kaya toast.

Watch the Auntie sweat and smile,
as she struts between
plastic chairs, tables,
coin clinking furiously.

Her incredible memory,
threads that link faces,names
in this clean neon makan place.

Ah Peh says, last time got more butter.

Ahh, still etched so deeply. haha
Thanks for the desire.

2008-09-01T04:49:00.000-07:00

Hey, this week is not going to be as mundane as it seems after all.
At least, the first day has been good.
I met up with CC and Yvonne at yew tee and had to rush her through her porridge as she wanted to have breakfast.
Following which, we trained to Woodlands and managed to find a table despite arriving after the arrival time.
So we did work, talk, did more work, talk more yada yada.
CC was occasionally not with us because he was running errands for Godiva, nvm i understand :)
So i got hungry after awhile and we left for lunch.
Thanks to Xiangqin and gang for helping me reserve the table while i was gone ( I helped them too, ok)
So we had korean food for lunch and it was so so.
Following which, we headed to Uncle Tidbits for snacks and i got a chocolate bar XD
We returned to the library and i was alone for an hour to help Xiangqin while they were out for lunch.
Then, i returned after a very very long wait and we continued studying and talking and annoying that lady beside us. Too bad, i don't mind being inconsiderate at times.
We left at 4 because Yvonne wanted to get starbucks, but it turned out that she was too poor to afford it so cc and i were scammed of our money while she happily stole my drink and continued on her incessant rambling on her love life.
We soon parted as she had a movie with her friends so CC and i went shopping for his sunglasses and waited awhile for his phone.
We returned back to yew tee and headed to my house to collect ningyi's birthday present.
So we met up with Miss Masculine and her expression when she saw her presents was flawless, priceless, whatever you name it.
Hey, we actually went out shopping one day for those presents ok!
Then met JK and saw his twisted ankle. It looks bad so hope that it heals fast.
Alright, this is pretty much a summary of my day though i am not sure of anyone who is interested to hear my meaningless activities for the day.
Tmr will be a busy day to with school and i will most prob be heading to esplanade after that.

And i will not get psychotic over issues that will not come true. I still have friends who care for me so yea, who cares.
Off to piano

2008-08-31T05:12:00.000-07:00

Dear readers,
it has really been a mundane weekend.
I'm bored, i'm tired and i'm just a load of bullshit.
Too bad, that's just me.
This coming week will be packed, real packed.
Just the final lap, i have to go all out for it.
I have been placing my priority on my piano recently, and i am just wondering whether it will pay off.
People can place their loyalties on sports, CCAs etc, but i finally grasped the fact that nothing means more than my piano.
It's sad to have abandoned it for two years, but i hope that it will go back on track.
It's even crazy to know how often i practise now, i cannot believe it myself !
I have to find a balance.
I have to stop thinking about unnecessary stuff, for it will make me psychotic one day.
Plan for the week:
Monday: Out to study with new study buddies
Tue: School for physics before heading to esplanade library with music class
Wed: Out to study
Thu: Band then out to study
Fri: I feel like isolating myself to the piano for one day

I don't want to be the one who is always making that first step.
It's quite annoying. Don't try me, i will burst.
There is also a limit to chances

2008-08-29T06:59:00.000-07:00

Long day, Tiring day, Good day.
It all started with food delight in school.
It was quite dull, the food looked.. different.
So i ended up spending my time walking, playing table tennis and losing again, talking nonsense, following hongxun and wanxuan to find their favourite NANCY, and having a mouth of chua jeng very nice bee hoon D:
Then I went to lot 1 to meet Yiru and we started talking and talking non stop. So much camaraderie yea?? LOL
We met up with CC Bryan Ruiyang Linus YG and Renee and we had our lunch at food court.
It was fun seeing them all again, especially Yiru since she is so busy and i hardly get to see her.
So we talked and talked and took many many pictures before someone decided to go back to YTPS, since they allowed us to go back ( for once).
So we trained back and it was very nostalgic to go back, seeing all the teachers, ex classmates, juniors like benjamin and all the school food aunties.
We started walking around, slam dunking those very low basketball rings and just took pictures with all our old teachers.
Caught up with teachers like Mr River Ho and Miss Foo and it's very good to see them after so long.
And i was really very happy for Seng Yau. Though i did not manage to meet him for the last two meetings as we had something on, he got into the Youth Team for Volleyball and he could not meet us so often now because he needs to train. So excited for him. Really hope that Hongxun can also get in. He worked hard so just pray for him.
Walked with CC and Joseph to the Bus stop before heading to music.
Music today was quite alright. Wong was rushing our practical preparation throughout and we just did abit of work.
But
But
But
The fun part came after that.
A few of us waited for Wong to end and we just started crapping there and bullshitting isabel.
It's really cool how people from different schools can come together so quickly with music holding us strong.
So Wong Isabel Jasmine and I had dinner at JEC and we just continued our conversation on very random stuff. It's really a good feeling to be able to talk so freely and happily.
Well, i've set my goals already.
I know where i will continue after O levels.

My New School Will Be:

ACS(IB)

Wong suggested that i should go there. I don't mind, since i am also planning to continue music.
However, i need to really study very very hard now and brush up on my world music knowledge.
Oh, please pray for me.
I'm tired.
I just reached home at 9.45 pm.
It's been a long day, but a good one.
Now, all that i want is to close my eyes and sleep.

Go to my friendster to see my pictures taken today :)

2008-08-27T02:34:00.001-07:00

I'm posting everyday.
I like to post everyday.
I am rejuvenated.
I will practise my piano everyday.
I will be a great musician. ( sounds familiar, chua jeng?)
I will work hard.
I will treasure everyday left with all my friends.
I had ajisen with nguan han.
I will eat lesser. ( so contradictory with my previous statement)
I will give a 100% in class.
I love my family.
I love my friends.
I love my section.
I love my soymilk +C.
I love my present class.
I love my previous class. ( a lil more)
I love my previous previous class. (more)
I love both my clubs.
I love my music o level class.
I love my threesome from 02 and p1.
Ok, that's alot of love. Bye

2008-08-26T00:26:00.000-07:00

I remembered my dad telling my this a long time ago:
Friends can leave you,
Family will leave you one day.
Even money can part with you.
The only thing that will stay with you forever is your education and skills.

He told me this when i was in.. pri 6 or something.
However, it struck me so hard today, just remembering this all of a sudden.
I know that i have been wasting my piano skills and many others have caught up with me.
I cannot do so anymore.
Off to piano lesson.

2008-08-25T02:54:00.000-07:00

Got back a few papers today, and i really have to work very hard on my SBQ for it will destroy my combined humans results.
Alright, i'm definitely not contented with my results at all this time.
Find the fire, Kenneth.
Alright, day goes by with my club as usual, collecting results and just a whole lot of bullshit.
Ouch, i do not like collecting results in the hall, makes my butt pain.
And, it concluded with a club lunch with fiona.
Following which, i went to play ping pong with nguan han etc and it was quite ok. I guess i was feeling down, not knowing for whatever reasons.
Ok, i have to find my music inclinations soon, real soon. I cannot afford to waste anymore time.

I just find my life unique now.
Chua Jeng asked me a question regarding my friends( I won't say the question), and for once, i gave a different answer.
If people were to ask me the same question in the past, i would definitely say nh.
But now, i'm surprised that answer came out.
I don't know, it's quite ironic i guess.
I treasure more when something is gone.
I'm not emo, i have not been since friday night.
Just thinking.

Looking forward to friday my 6B!!
Woohoo

2008-08-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

I think there's something weird about me.
Despite such a hectic studying and piano-ing life, i still have time to use the com so often.
I love technology, hope it adores me as well.

I still have time to join so many clubs now.
I am currently in two clubs :)

First is my X* W** club, comprising of the following:
Jun Guan
Christopher
Me
Wan Xuan
Serene

Following which i have my Ningyi Fan Club (which i totally have no interest in). It comprises of the following:
Me (i'm the club president though not voluntarily)
Chen Chen
Jing Kuang
Did Chen mention amethyst?!?

Woo, clubs are really fun to join.
Join your favourite club today!

2008-08-22T06:32:00.000-07:00

I've learnt my lesson
The Pride before the Fall.
I screwed up practical - could see that Wong was abit disappointed in me as i did not play to my best.
I don't know this feeling; it's like i actually screwed up what i am best at.
What i devoted my whole life to.
I feel lousy for once
But i will not admit defeat.
I will fight on and wow everyone with my playing.
Bonian and Wenyi tried to console me after my practical, i laughed just to let them feel that i am ok, but i was just lost for words.
I just felt like telling someone about all that i was feeling, all the pain.
I've taught of either of this 4 to tell: Nguan han, Hongxun, Chen Chen or Christopher.
But i could not make up my mind, so i told Chua Jeng instead.
I guess i felt abit happier after that.
And I had dinner with my family outside so i kinda cheered up abit.

I've learnt my lesson.
Many people can tell me that i'm good.
But only i know, wong knows whether i am doing my best.
I will swallow my pride this time and I will continue to fight this race.
" All that you guys out there have is a rival, not a loser"
Bring it on

2008-08-21T05:42:00.000-07:00

Guess what?!?
Prelims are officially over!
Woohoo.
And and and, i finally watched meet dave.
It was quite sucky though: lame plot and quite a few dull scenes.
It all started like this, when christopher asked me to go out and study after chem paper today.
Naturally, i was shocked and lost for words. But being a very nice and very good friend, i decided to fulfil his wish and thus i sent out the following message to the club:
Hey guys, Christopher Wei has the urge to study despite the prelims just ending so he suggests that we go to the lib tmr to study after out respective exams and practicals. Is it ok with all of you? (Note a tinge of sarcasm)
So, serene and myself went for breakfast before meeting chris and i ate alot- minced meat noodles and prata.
Following which, i dragged serene to my place to collect my laptop as i wanted to watch gransazers in the lib.
So after lying to chris that we were reaching when we were still a long way from the lib, we finally arrived and guess what, chris started forcing me to pass him my laptop to watch his basketball fire( direct translation).
So i lent him and he took advantage of it and refused to let me talk to nguan han on msn.
And after that, i watched my gransazers and helped serene find songs through limewire. I haven't used it for ages.
After something like a zillion years, WX and JG arrived and we had lunch at food court.
My sudden mood swings somehow swung back and i felt emo during lunch.
Following which, we went to watch meet dave and i would rate it 2.5/5.
I thought the whole show throughout was quite ok only, the only thing interesting was the gay guy that resembled chris.
Me WX and JG went home after that.
It has been a good day, a great day.
And I am getting psychotic and i am loving it.
And Bye
And

2008-08-20T06:15:00.000-07:00

It really has been a boring day
And when i say boring, i really mean it.
I did not attend school today as i do not have any papers, so i spent my time

1) Bringing ah ma to do marketing and breakfast
2) Play the piano
3) Flip through Chem Bible
4) Watch 21 ( its a nice movie)
5) Watch table tennis and olympics
6) Eat every 15 mins or so (i'm really getting pudgy)

And i really could not stand the boredom that i resorted to rewatching my all time favourite Gransazers. This show is truly a classic and i don't mind watching the whole series again.

21 is a really good movie despite all that gambling and sex as it personally struck me about contentment. We can have so many things in life, but only when will we feel contented. This last twist in the movie was good, very classy and well done.
To show you my degree of boredom, i was so so bored that i actually went to the MAMASHOP to buy cornetto. See how free i am.
And my piano skills are picking up again. Woohoo!!
This post is full of random and abrupt things and to end it off, i will make a random statement.

I want to make Pork Kebab. And my assistants will be c c and suyu!

Adios

2008-08-18T00:53:00.000-07:00

The Paradox of Our Time
The paradox of our time in history is that we have:
Taller buildings, but shorter tempers;
Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints;
Spend more, but have less;
Buy more, but enjoy it less.
Bigger houses and smaller families;
More conveniences, but less time;
More knowledge, but less judgment;
more experts, but more problems;
more medicine, but less wellness.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life;
We've added years to life, not life to years.
We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor.
We've conquered outer space, but not inner space;
we've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul;
we've split the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less;
We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait;
We have higher incomes, but lower morals;
We have more food, but less appeasement;
These are days fancier houses, but more broken homes.

2008-08-16T05:25:00.000-07:00

I think that I am getting happier recently.
No more emo stuff.
No more bothering me.
Oh yes, there is something.
My piano skills is becoming rather atrocious.
Just all that usual pedalling and stuff.
I hate pedals, bringing me so much problems.
And i am got my new cleanser.
It costs me 32 bucks, but mum's sponsoring.
It's to remove that pimple plantation on my face recently.

And since I am getting so happy, i will spread my happiness around to C.C
haha
Bro, don't get too emo.
Be like me, have fun in your school canteen doing things that the camera cannot capture.
And your story's really marvellous. I rather have you as my lit teacher.
For all my very few readers, please go to
www.rain-n-umbrella.blogspot.com
and read the story on 15 Aug. It's good!
And and and... let's go out to study soon yeah. and watch a movie.

2008-08-14T03:01:00.000-07:00

I ate an apple crumble and it was very nice.

I ate a slice of banana chocolate and it was not so nice.

On the whole, i had a nice day.

I had a nice oral with nice examiners.

And i am determined to make 'nice' the only adjective.

Have a nice day!

2008-08-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

One down, Five to go.

I really have to thank God for helping me get this precious A1 and i know that i had put in much effort for Chinese and thank you for rewarding me.
I will have to reciprocate now to help the following who are retaking:

Niel
Steffi
Amanda

Ok, i have really lost touch with my inner China Man but hope that i can do my best to help you guys.

Anyway, congrats to all who got all the results they want:
Nguan Han, Hong Xun, Fiona, Jun Guan, Serene, Wanxuan, Derrick etc etc.

Really happy for you guys and myself.
And to all those that i have promised a treat, do approach me sometime this week and each person is limited to 2 dollars.
Hahas...
Ok, i will go and bond with my physics paper 2 now.

( Though Friendster is outdated, it's really bonding my pri sch friends. Woohoo!!)

2008-08-09T22:11:00.001-07:00

I had a very good Saturday of studying, friends, food and truth or dare.
Thanks to all who made my day such a pleasant one.
happy birthday Singapore! ( It's kinda belated)

2008-08-08T14:55:00.000-07:00

I used to think that all I had to do was to ask him and things would return back.
It's a foolish and childish thought.
This requires more than all that, and includes acceptance, putting down of the past, and alot more.
It's a large hurdle to overcome, but i will work at it.
Please don't let me procrastinate like i have been all term.
Sorry brother, i think i love you too much as a friend to drop this.

2008-08-06T01:45:00.000-07:00

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

This is one of my favourite quotes from my favourite movie.
I must really live this quote to the fullest.
Thank you for being there with me all the time.
It's always a good feeling to know that i can return to you some day.

SS was alright

2008-08-01T06:13:00.000-07:00

My stomach problem is back again, and it's quite bad now.
I've had been having stomach pain and queasiness for the past two days.
I could not stand it.
I left school early.
Doc said that it was probably due to some bad food.
My guess is only MIMIMIAN.
Anyway, i went to school today armed with a loaf of gardenia raisin bread, thinking that would be my only source of food today.
However, the unpredictabilities of life entered and i soon found myself with.....
Char Siew Soh, Pocky, Noodle Soup, Chrysantemum tea, 100 plus and cheese sausages.
This is getting ironic.
Oh, not to forget the kaya waffle which i just ate. It was nice :)

I got my Class Tee shirt already. It's quite simple and ordinary, but i think that it is quite nice.
At least i came up with the quote. That's the saving grace.
And i have finally ended my 5 weeks span of music writing.
From now on, you guys won't hear my ranting of " Ah Peh says, last time got more butter"
I was rather apprehensive before Song writing started but i trusted myself and God, and all things good will befall to those who believe in him.
I think i did a rather sleek job and i hope that the Cambridge examiners will like it.

I was ready to put it down, put that feeling past me. But, it came back to me today when regina told me and i realised that i've never stopped thinking about it.
One fateful mistake, A lifetime of regret.
I want things to work out, I want things to change. I approached you to ask to work things out.
I still remember that Sunday afternoon.
I still remember that answer.
Bro, i don't trust nature to plan things for us.

2008-07-29T04:27:00.000-07:00

I came home in a bad shape, a real bad shape.
Firstly, Jun guan started grabbing me insanely ( I don't know why) and it left two paw prints on my shirt.
Note : He's a dog. Oops
Following which i took the bus home and the lady beside me carrying a plastic bag full of drinks did not realise that her drinks were leaking. Only when i made signs of discomfort did she take notice.
To think she could still tell me.
"Boy, sorry sorry. it's lemon tea."
I was quite annoyed but i did not want to make a scene as she was rather apologetic. However, what use is there in telling me that it is lemon tea. Does it make her feel better? I'm not sure, i need enlightenment.
I made my way home and i felt all sticky and dusty and just uncomfortable.
So, the first thing i did was take a very long shower.
My shower would usually take 10 mins or so but this time, it took close to half an hour.
It may sound girly and such, but I was really in a tragic state.
Hmm, volleyball is quite fun actually, if it is played seriously.
But, i arrived back home today to find out that my whole wrist was in pain.
I am fearing that i cannot play the piano as fluently, especially the chopin piece.
Another thing to note:
I think I am getting vulgar.
I was talking to WX during the form class period and my word bank consisted ONLY of words like F***, B*s*a*d.
If it's like a month ago, i am dead sure that i would not use these words.
But time change, people change.
I am not saying that I am a gone case rotten thrash by saying these words.
But i am not the same person as before.
Hmm.
And I have to start reading through my physics as i have a test tmr! ( We only know it today)
And my SS is starting to bore me at a rate faster than i would imagine.

2008-07-26T00:27:00.000-07:00

Ok, quick post before cell comes to my place.
I went out to study with fiona, yuming and kian siang again at mac today.
As usual, first half was quite productive doing ss notes.
After lunch, flipped through chen notes and decide to slack.
So we played games :)
We played the name game, the chinese 'continuing phrase' game.
It was quite fun , especially when fiona always sabo yuming by addind a 'zi' at the back of all the words.
So we were just relaxed and having a good laugh.

Fiona, you better take care ok.
Even though you don't want to say, i won't force it out from you or something but don't do all that kind of things to yourself.
It's not worth it, even for whatever reason.
Just be more happy and cheerful :)

I know that this is an avoiding situation that we are facing now, but i seriously don't like it at all.
I'm not sure, i think of how the three of us turn out everyday and this is seriously a reason that is putting me away from my studies.
Just give me a reason, all i need is a reason.
Kenneth, jian chi dao di!!!

2008-07-24T14:00:00.000-07:00

I am really not sure now.
Some people ask me why am i treating him this way.
But the truth is, i don't want to.
I doubt he'll read my blog again.
Hai..
FOCUS KENNETH!!!

2008-07-23T04:17:00.000-07:00

I just came back from Seoul Garden.
The food was quite ok as usual, but i don't like all the marinated meat.
Ha, that place brings back memories...
I did not go to school today as i went to the Skin Centre for my check up and i was done in like 15 mins, so had the freedom to walk about Velocity seeing shops and eating
And i finally went to develop some pictures with nguan han ytd.
It's cheap at harvey norman, like 19 cents per piece.
So i developed quite a few photographs, ranging from Hornists to Family to Music class to Soymilk to ytps to happier days with them.
I am determined to put all these photographs into an album when i have the time and treasure it..haha
Have to really start mugging hard nowadays as i feel that some of my stronger subjects are getting weaker and i really have to put in effort and not take things for granted.
Wish me luck!

Forget the past. Live for the present. Hope for the future

2008-07-18T15:30:00.000-07:00

I really enjoy fridays alot =)
It's like the end of week, start of weeked blah blah.
So today really had a good time.
From having music lesson after school where wenyi gave me a large bag of sweets.
Just to be finished by my gang
to the piano performance which was quite alright though a little too soft =(
Thanks to Wei YUMING for taking all those pictures.
it was not drama enough but not bad.
haha
Following which we went out to have dinner as the school buffet was flooding with people.
Had a reasonably fun time though i exchanged my pasta for Jun guan's as his was quite....
So, i conclude that today was fun =) and sleepy.

I remember telling Regina that for once, i feel sad at how things turned out.
It's not a good feeling to bear even though i mask it in school by being happy and all.
I should take most of the blame for what had happened, and i will.
But all i need now is a reply to decide how i would go from now

2008-07-15T05:00:00.000-07:00

Kenneth says:and i don't like airplane toilets

Kenneth says:the flush is weird

A - Man - Duh :] / อะแมนด้า hearts of 19; 102 says:hahaha

A - Man - Duh :] / อะแมนด้า hearts of 19; 102 says:i know

A - Man - Duh :] / อะแมนด้า hearts of 19; 102 says:i never use toilets

Kenneth says:can't help it

Kenneth says:nature call

A - Man - Duh :] / อะแมนด้า hearts of 19; 102 says:hahahaa

A - Man - Duh :] / อะแมนด้า hearts of 19; 102 says:well

A - Man - Duh :] / อะแมนด้า hearts of 19; 102 says:i dont take nature calls

Kenneth says:wow..

Kenneth says:that's...... different

2008-07-15T02:21:00.000-07:00

The Brotherhood

Hey!

Another School Week again.

This kind of life is getting a little meaningless.

But ytd was a good day.

After school life, went to play volleyball with the T1.

Was quite fun lah, though it's very dirty.

Then went back to ytps to meet up with the rest.

Beginning had nothing to do but eventually was quite alright.

When talking to Chen, Ningyi and Kuang at their void deck.

Just very relaxing to catch up with old friends at this hectic time, and i just realised that i knew them for 8 years. =)

2008-07-12T06:19:00.000-07:00

I have been posting quite often nowadays..
haha
I went to study with yuming and fiona in the morning.
Before lunch still quite productive but after lunch did abit of work before we started talking.
so ironic.
Quite nice talking though and i found out from fiona things that i did not know.
Then i went back there with steffi at night and there was a macdonald birthday party.
cool

2008-07-11T06:11:00.000-07:00

As usual, highlights of Fridays is music lesson.
Today's was not bad..haha
and i met jing kuang on the way back.
Have not seen him for a long long time so talked quite abit.
Still have alot to talk about after all this years.
Happy!

2008-07-09T01:59:00.000-07:00

School is not exactly a bed of roses, more of a grass path of weeds.
I know that this feeling sucks big time but i know that _____ will be happier this way, like one less person to disappoint ____ time and again.
Haiya, no point dreading over the past.
You may have lost something, but know what you still have and TREASURE IT!
This actually caused me to feel rather emo in school nowadays, but i already made a resolution to be studious and not to fail my parents expectations, be a better child of God and pray every morning before i leave for school, and just be there for my family.
I realised it is nice to be fillial and not act like a spoilt brat, and i will keep things this way =)
Haha..
I realised that i have an avid blog reader in Chen Chen as he has been leaving comments, not like all those silent readers out there.
Thanks alot bud!!!
I hope that can meet up sometime BEFORE THE O'S as i really want to see everyone again and talk crap.
Organise one yea..
And i am in the same situation as you : Miss my pri sch and sec 1-2 class
What to do... Just live with it!

2008-07-04T23:21:00.000-07:00

I look good! dadadadadadada
done by isabel, that aslan!